It has been a hard month. Two sick kids. One with an antibiotic-resistant ear infection. The other vomiting for seven days, ending up in the ER vomiting blood. More vomiting a week later...always at night. Tomorrow a head CT scan to check for tumors. Many questions. No answers...so far.
Lyme Disease + Stress = Bad News. I am hurting...physically and emotionally. I am so drained...it is literally difficult to find the energy to talk. My children's illnesses are bad, but even when they are resolved we will still have Lyme to deal with.
I'm feeling....
SAD.
CONFUSED.
ANGRY.
DRAINED.
SICK.
AFRAID.
FRUSTRATED.
HELPLESS.
But, despite all that, I am still...
ALIVE.
GRATEFUL.
STRONG.
HOPEFUL.
Tonight, the tears fell. But tomorrow is a new day and if tomorrow is hard, a new day will not be far off.
We will persevere. We will once more be happy and healthy and FREE of...pain and worry and exhaustion and 100 pills a day and scary treatments that could kill us. We will succeed. Count on it.
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